izzy does things

hi blog. this is my first post. coding is really hard, but aloe is helping me! I found this really cute template that I am excited about because its pompompurin. He's like my third favorite sanrio character, but still really cute nontheless. My favorite is Cinnamoroll!! I'm excited to use this blog as my very own yap fest. go blogs!!

hi blog! what a freaking day. we had our music major/minor meeting today, then I got coffee with my friend emma. I saw two dogs! then I went home to my own doggy and to wait to get ready for work ( or so i thought..). I yapped to my boyfriend for a little and we played grow a garden! then I scurried to work but alas, i wasnt scheduled! there was good and bad in today, but in the end I can do hard things and I know that because its been done before! this update is a little mundane. ill let you know how choir auditions go tomorrow. kisses! bye!

hey blog! short time, lotta talk! third day of classes went super well! I had a hard time waking up this morning because I stayed up late but alas I made it out of bed at around 8:30am. I got myself ready and headed to the music building for choir auditions but the gag is I did not need to sing. I was peeved at first but I was able to use the extra time to catch up with my friend steph- who is really so cool. best fits and makeup youll see day to day- NO exceptions. after that I grabbed coffee with emma aka my pea!!! she was so kind and dropped me off in front of the music building so I could walk straight to my very first voice lesson of the fall semester and it went great! my teacher complimented my foreign language skills and such and it was a hapy time. I took emma back to my house and we watched vanillamace vods and layed roblox in order to celebrate my late class getting cancelled. I returned the favor to my precious pee and drove her back to campus and dropper her off in front of her class. i love that girl! then I went home, yapped to boyfriend as per usual, took the best shower of my life and now im here. typing this right now! but thats it for now. Kisses, talk soon!

hi blog!!! medium time no talk!! I have completed my first week of school and im excited but also a little nervous for what this semester brings to be honest. I have two night classes that are quite lengthy but I think i'll be okay. I have very high hopes for my choirs and I think its going to be a lot of fun once everybody is settled in to their parts. I have to do six pieces for my voice lessons this semester so that worries me just a touch! however I have been good about getting a head start so I think that I will be okay. all in all a lot of worries but also a lot of feelings im gonna be okay. I've been songwriting some, my perfect baby angel boyfriend wants to write a song with me and made a really cool instrumental for me to write over!! there is a lot to come and a lot that I dont know but as of right now i ate a yummy late breakfast and made a pumpkin latte. and really thats all that matters! Kisses, talk soon!

hi blog! long time no freaking talk!! I feel like I have been the busiest bee in the hive as of late. Lets catch up! Im working on six pieces for my lessons this semester, i would say four are learned and I know one of those four is memorized. Id say thats a pretty good pace considering juries still feel so far away. I have a new job too! however, I also still have my other job.. so im tired to say the least. I work with dogs at my new job, it's really fun sometimes because a lot of the dogs are super sweet. Sometimes I get sad about the reactive dogs though. I think a lot of them arent truly reactive and just scared to be in a new place with dogs and people they dont know. Kinda like when you were in kindergarten and you would cry the first day. I had a hard conversation this week that I must not go into detail about but I think it went well. I am overall just trying to adjust and keep up with my new schedule and worry about what I CAN control as opposed to the things that are out of my hands. That psych assignment I totally didnt do because I had no idea it existed?? Out of my hands, therefore I musnt worry!!! That humanities assignment I also didnt do because I didnt know it existed??? Out of my hands!!! It has been a crazy.. two weeks?? I think has passed?? I dont know. it feels longer. Anyways, Im trying my best and thats gonna be enough for me. a pleasure as always, kisses! talk soon!

hi blog! wow. LONG time no talk...like a months worth of no talk! We are in the heat of this semester and it very much feels that way. I am honestly super overwhelmed and just a tired girl. Although, bits of that are my fault so I guess I cant be too upset. I think we briefly talked about my new job with the doggies so I guess ill give ya the run down on how thats going. To keep it contained, but honest, not great! It is pretty long hours ( i dont care if 8 hours is a normal shift, if you are starting at 6am it feels way longer ) and often times I dont fully feel supported. I think there was a lot of gaps with training that has made me not the most prepared and when you are in a room of 30 dogs who keep trying to eat each other.. lets just say you want to feel prepared! I worked today but, I had to leave because I got very sick. I feel better now, but I feel guilty that I missed choir. hmmm.. what else what else..oh! I dropped my sorority! It was a tough but correct decision for myself and I do not regret it at all. I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders ever since.. not like a large one but a healthy 5 pounds or so. I have pretty much all of my pieces memorized so thats cool, I am performing one next thursday for my midday performance. Im super excited because its in the chapel, so I think the acoustics will compliment the piece and my voice a LOT!!! Now im feeling kinda stuck because I have this midterm to do. I have a really hard time focusing for my humanities class. probably because I dont like it very much. I just find it hard to focus at all these days. sometimes I just wanna drop out, pack everything up, and move away without saying anything so I can avoid everything thats here. thats a pretty expensive/ dramatic solution for a problem that could be solved with me just doing my work and getting off roblox though isnt it? a girl can dream! ok, im gonna go do this midterm I guess. blah, blah, blah, kisses! talk soon! you know the drill.